June

Sometimes I just feel that I've been left behind by the passing of e days and weeks. I really can't believe that it has already been more then six months since I was enlisted into ns...To quote jewel, I guess I've been standing still while time passes me by. Its not so much the fact that I've not achieved anything at all in e last 6 months but rather e fact that I have nothing to look forward to for e future. Life has been like a song tt's played so many times that u no longer hear e words while u dance to it's tune.heh.
hahaha. anyway, this month is already at its end. june has always been one of my 2 favorite months along with december la, but for totally different reasons. somehow when i was alil younger, i always assumed i enjoyed june becuz it would be e school holidays in which i could go all out to enjoy myself. yet recently, i realised that its more then that. there's always going to be something about june that makes me happier then usual. i guess it's soemthing to do with e sunshine and e clear skies. i believe that no matter how down you feel and how heavy e weight on your shoulders, you are always gonna find it harder to feel melochonic and sad. hahha. i mean how could anyone feel terrible when u walk under e bright skies, looking up to see e vast blue sky with it's white clouds mocking all your fears and worries. yeap, ill juz sign off with e lyrics of e song standing still by jewel.



Cuttin’ through the darkest night
In my two headlights
I’m trying to keep it clear
But I’m losing it here
To the twilight
There’s a dead end to my left
There’s a burning bush to my right
You aren’t in sight
You aren’t in sight

Do you want me
Like I want you?

Chorus
Or am I standing still?
Beneath the darkened sky
Or am I standing still?
With the scenery flying by
Or am I standing still?
Out of the corner of my eye
Was that you that passed me by?

Mothers on a stoop
Boys in souped-up coupes
On this hot summer night
Between fight and flight
Is the blind man’s sight
And the choice that’s right
I roll the window down
Feels like I’m gonna drown
In this strange town
I feel broken down
I feel broken down

Do you need me
Like I need you?

Chorus

Sweet sorrow is the call tomorrow
Sweet sorrow is the call tomorrow

Do you love me
Like I love you?

Chorus

Oh, you’re passing me by
Passing me by

Do you need me like I need you to?
Do you want me like I want you?
Or are you passing me by?
Or am I standing still?