A new year
Woah, i juz remembered that i created this blog a year ago, and to my surprise, blogger hasn't deleted it cuz of inactivity since then. Anyway, it's midnight and i can't sleep. not that i sleep early usually of cuz, but rather i have a soccer match i wanna catch at 3.30 and i would seriously prefer it if i managed to catch some rest so i dun suffer through tml. but as usual, cant seem to fall asleep before 2, so i dun see no option there i guess.
Sigh, it's been so long since i've posted anything here, and i have like tonnes of things to write about. Last weekend passed pretty fast i guess. Zhaoxian held a chalet to celebrate his 21st bday at costa sands. It was so retarded i felt sorry for my friend. I mean, 1stly it didnt really seem like a bday party to me, it was more of a big disjointed gathering of various friends. Daniel made me laugh while i was in the cab on the way to the chalet, he phoned me and i believe his exact words were 'BRENDON! It's a dick fest here' hahaa. Not like it makes a diff to Dan anyway, considering he's a wuss in front of gals while acting tough in front of us. cute. hahaha. The chalet ended in a realli anti climatic sort of way, some of e peeps went choco latte to club, while 12 others headed to e 3 mahjong tables set up there. It was kinda dumb, and since i was realli sleepy i went to bed ard 1. Never in my life have i slept so much in a chalet b4. Anyway, i kinda made a mental note never to hold smt like tt for my bday ever. I kinda want to spend my 21st bday backpacking in Aust or NZ. It's not like i buy into this 21st bday biggie business, but i feel that i wanna start my adult life on e right footing, exploring new frontiers and discovering more of myself.
Met up with some ppl i havent seen for a long time. i think i really really miss some of em. Its damn sad that things can never be e same again no matter how hard i wish it to be.
I realise that none of my secondary sch mates changed much these 3 years or so, in a way i find that quite comforting in that they can be a constant in an ever changing world. i fidn that i myself have gone some way from wad i used to be. and i have no freaking idea if i like that at all. i just don't seem to feel as happy as i used to be.
fuck, it has to be NS. NS moulds us into loud crude, personality-less puppets. i worry for my future more then ever now as well as for e ppl i care about. Thats gay, cuz i really subcribe to the 'let tml worry for itself' school. but somehow, i think im deviating from that subconciously. hahhaa.
well enough of melchony tonight =)
cmon arsenal, gimme a reason to smile tml.
Sigh, it's been so long since i've posted anything here, and i have like tonnes of things to write about. Last weekend passed pretty fast i guess. Zhaoxian held a chalet to celebrate his 21st bday at costa sands. It was so retarded i felt sorry for my friend. I mean, 1stly it didnt really seem like a bday party to me, it was more of a big disjointed gathering of various friends. Daniel made me laugh while i was in the cab on the way to the chalet, he phoned me and i believe his exact words were 'BRENDON! It's a dick fest here' hahaa. Not like it makes a diff to Dan anyway, considering he's a wuss in front of gals while acting tough in front of us. cute. hahaha. The chalet ended in a realli anti climatic sort of way, some of e peeps went choco latte to club, while 12 others headed to e 3 mahjong tables set up there. It was kinda dumb, and since i was realli sleepy i went to bed ard 1. Never in my life have i slept so much in a chalet b4. Anyway, i kinda made a mental note never to hold smt like tt for my bday ever. I kinda want to spend my 21st bday backpacking in Aust or NZ. It's not like i buy into this 21st bday biggie business, but i feel that i wanna start my adult life on e right footing, exploring new frontiers and discovering more of myself.
Met up with some ppl i havent seen for a long time. i think i really really miss some of em. Its damn sad that things can never be e same again no matter how hard i wish it to be.
I realise that none of my secondary sch mates changed much these 3 years or so, in a way i find that quite comforting in that they can be a constant in an ever changing world. i fidn that i myself have gone some way from wad i used to be. and i have no freaking idea if i like that at all. i just don't seem to feel as happy as i used to be.
fuck, it has to be NS. NS moulds us into loud crude, personality-less puppets. i worry for my future more then ever now as well as for e ppl i care about. Thats gay, cuz i really subcribe to the 'let tml worry for itself' school. but somehow, i think im deviating from that subconciously. hahhaa.
well enough of melchony tonight =)
cmon arsenal, gimme a reason to smile tml.
posted by Kairos at 12:12 AM
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